In a manner of speaking

15hours of sleep...
昨天也许是消炎药太厉害了？
胃痛的不行 想吐
浑身发冷没力气
有那么一刻 都觉得眼前耀眼得发虚

提早下班了 走在回家的路上
想找人打电话
but i know, you would all tell me to look after myself better
and have some rest, stay in bed etc...
it's not saying you're pretending to care,
but that you really can't help much.
and my call  would just get you worried my friend

i guess im getting to know this feeling of his
and the reason to keep quiet to me.

最后 还是给妈妈挂了个电话
"今天早点回来吧 我很难受"

印象中的这周很忙
周一 ikea
周二 家人吃饭
周三 约了高中里久违的apple和汤
周四 和小A碰了头 见了king和笛子
周五 唔 周五去了医院 回学校拿了四联单

结果发现ikea的东西越来越提不起我的兴趣
可颂坊的草莓牛角好好吃
港汇的普京真不如港丽
0093拆掉了还有更嗲的juju
眼睛上居然也可以像长口腔溃疡般的发炎
原来我的圈子里还是有很多和影视 设计搭架的人
but he's gone.  His loss.

于是周末我就成了coach potato
嘴里不停地吃  一边从第一季开始看丑女贝蒂
每两小时停下来点眼药水。。。

im just wondering
how did my dad make it
when the life is nothing but making money
and TV at home?...

and pls don't  tell me
"c'est la vie"

saw my hair getting cut little by little
it made me feel so strange
it was like
i'm the hair who's got cut

people could see my loss
but none of them could feel it

every moment we shared, good or bad
every dream we had, sweet or shattered
lets celebrate together

Thank you for letting me feel this,

This  ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming,...
yet, real love in me

祝你一切都好
go to hell

你说话的时候我在神游不知怎么搭腔
你不说话的时候我又拼命想要跟你说话

what a mess

看nick hornby戏虐地说着四个人的自杀心理入睡
早上起来先来块巧克力
喝甜甜的牛奶粥

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新的一年
就这么开始了
sigh 真是没有激情啊

根據乘客指南201條
1224, 1225這地區
是一個特別寒冷的地區
除了依賴列車上的御寒設施之外
乘客必須找到另外一個人, 和他擁抱
因為我是唯一的乘客
所以只好抱著一個機械人
                    ----《2046》

今年圣诞公司里搞了聚餐
海之幸, 就在国泰楼下
点了好多生食
大家都茹毛饮血 没心没肺地海吃下去
然后交换礼物 我抽到的是一副三国杀..= =
吃完大家都散了
开始带着相机无所事事的瞎逛
走在寒冷繁华的街上给自己买了个蛋挞吃
还买了本nick hornby的书
睡前就当做是代替gnight call了

有朋友不想聚
有家不能回
有你却又不能聊电话

这个圣诞, 就是这个尴尬的状态了
需要温暖 但始终还是谢绝了机械人的拥抱
i made it anyway
想想 还是蛮佩服自己呃～

Wanna be a less less girl
unfortunately i could only want more
but at least i' ve tried and i' m still trying...